Sunday, November 07, 2004
goodnight!

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-not done yet but yah.
-see ya!

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Saturday, November 06, 2004
gloomy sleepy day

drama practice just ended- it's quite funny, every single room on the ground floor and the whole of the basement is like taken up by drama groups, everyone's just rehearsing their asses away. if everything's good our last runthru's on tuesday, and thursdays the big day :). "you don't know what it's like to be me, that's not my story." i can't believe thursday was our last drama class, it's the only class i'm affected knowing there's not going to be another. drama's like how fun lah. but we took many many pictures hahah stupid poses and amusing expressions. and afterall you realise.. everyone loves drama :).
adelene ang's my best friend :). what i told you a few months back will be what i tell you till now - whatever it is, i'll just be here if you need me. you're the one who's been through the most change with me, and it's going to be weird not seeing you around in the house when we move out. but either way, i still love to talk to you - it's just different when you listen. thanks babess. oh and by the way, i love the tequila hahha! you're damn cute lah.!
friday marked the last day of trinity, that's if you ignore the makeup lessons on tuesday. damn sadd. i'm gonna miss bill ten's cock-talking and failed attempts at humour, cathy's random bird-lessons, even rogers dog wej! i think eventually this whole year just made me a whole load lazier. i've become a literal slobb. (new word sab!)
time to studdyyy! othello rocks my socks.
cookiesandcreamandchips.


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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
another self-declared holiday.

i just scared my own ass by watching ju'on on atings com at bistro. don't ask me why i did, i think humans just like to thrill themselves. give themselves a kick once in a while. and adel has to be far far away coming home late - i'm so going to sleep with the lights on. i don't even dare to stare at any reflections ahhh i'm scaring myself, shutup amelia. but sab wants to go hoi tomorrow cos according to her theory, it's the last hoi so i'm going to have to sleep soon anyway. but before i do, i've just got a few people to thank.

thanks kheng for making me laugh so hard. your face alone makes me crack all the time, and yup you sure did cheer me up like mad last night.. i might have died without youu online. thankfully singapore's three hours sloww. i can't wait for you to bring me singapore-food hunting! why must you have school you horrible fella :(. i so owe you your nougats!

i love you too gab :). but i love your guitar playing more hahah. nah i'm kidding it's like a package lah you wouldn't be gab if you never played music for me. you always impress me darling. and thanks for making me look so stupid all the time too. and just to add, cranky's when you say and do stupid things, and laugh at things that ain't funny. and i love it when that happens to me, especially when i've got company like you to go cranky with. :). cheers dude. and right now you're coming to accompany me to make sure small ju'on boys don't freak me out. thankss pal.

chell always makes me feel belonged :). thankss babes. you never know how much it means when you say those 'i haven't seen you in dunno-how-longs'. it makes me think about the things i accidentally take for granted :). you take care darlingg, call me if you need to talk okay! three to three freeee!

- run along noww!

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
can i just add..

- i'm losing it.

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many many

so much has happened. recap.!

i won't say prom was a blast, but it wasn't anywhere near bad either. so when i say 'it was okay', i mean it. man! three course meal was pretty good i guess, i think the only thing that destroyed it a little were the peas. stupid peas. desert was fine stuff. taking photos was tiring. a chance to see the dressed up side of people - and that includes guys in suits. pics are up on clubphoto, take a peek if you like :). afterparty at khokolat bar, what can i say, you get a whole different view when you're not one of them tipsies.

come saturday was one major study spree. it's quite surprising i managed to get my ass up to ballieu at 130 to meet andrewkueh. but studying couldn't last long then; the head was killing me. so kfc was when we met sab ating and gab and chell. and the rest of the afternoon was chilling away at chell's place. night time was when the fire burned. whoooT. studying the morning away with gab at bistro, throwing in a little of destressing, gab's guitar playing and crankiness. and after eight hours of studying till sunrise, chinamen and friendly aussiemates sure cheer up your morning. :). i swear they are the weirdest people.

sunday was the most sianned day.

yesterday came the freakiest car i've seen. freaks the damn shits out of me. i don't even wanna think about it. eeeks. and lambs ends off the day. lambs is like chocolate - you never know what you're going to get, right gab?

pheww, that was one eventful recap for four days.

i'm sorry, did i say you know me best? i kinda take it back. don't even care hey, don't even wanna bother. run along. i don't need you to make me feel worse about myself. thanks for killing the fun anyway.

when my hearts somewhere far away.


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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
some people wait a lifetime!

it's as if you know me better
than i ever knew myself
i love how you can tell
all the pieces - pieces of me.

i can read your feelings, i can hear your thoughts. stop hiding, i'm that near to hecking it off. i never said you could, i never imagined you had the guts. i guess you've proved me wrong, thanks for pulling it off anyway.. it almost worked.

attempt at math half successful. considering i actually did wake up for tut arriving only half an hour late, taking into context the end-of-the-world-like wind and rain. not bad :). and to emphasise, my cap flew off my head twice. either my head's that small or the wind was just super strong, and tho there is some truth to the first, i would want to believe its the latter. but for a whole year, samantha woods hasn't improved her teaching mothods. oh wait, she doesn't even teach, does she. and they dare make us do a survey, poof. stupid becky forgot all about drama meeting so we had to pull it off. total waste of my effort trying to get there in 2 mins without getting blown offtrack, damnn. yupp, drama's quite screwedd. but ohwells my english marks are that shitted up already.

joke of the day: sab asks if you have to put the md on its charger for it to charge - i wish i knew.


i hear you, and i want to help. i just wish they'd stop thinking the world's theirs to create, maybe then it'd seem like i'm around. apologies.

i'm so excited to pack up! i know i've repeated myself like millions of times, but i'm that much looking forward to creating my new home. :). but i'm going to miss arrow, no matter how screwed up it can get. oh and by the way, our living room light blew again. i think they give us half-used bulbs or something, sickening shits.
it's a nice feeling when the most unexpected people drop you a hello, a sign that they know you're still living. :). it's nice catching up with old acquaintaces.
i hope you appear soon!

and i actually managed to type this whole entry with my explorer still in one piece - phew.

everything changes, but beauty remains
something so tender, i can't explain
well i may be dreaming, but till i awake
can't we make this dram last forever.






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Saturday, October 23, 2004
whats new.

pass another friday night over that way.

[how does it feel to be different from me. different.]
can't help it if i ain't got likes like you do. can't help it if my interests ain't the same. i'll leave myself here. you guys have fun.

prom's friday coming. one more chance to have fun.

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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
nice nice nice nice day.

he walks round the corner with a bunch of pine leaves in his right
sits down and tries to convince us the marijuana
we listen to his long long long boring stories
finally a scary sound helps us leave.

weird people you meet in melbourne at late hours. phew, scary too sometimes. but that's what you get here, things unexpected with quite abit of fun and anticipation. lambs was a treat for mah lee gab yonsen chell and me after the very heated conversation over singapore food. the stingrays and takopachi and rotiprata and tomyam and wooooo. singapore-occupiers you lucky pigs. it's a birthday week, everyone's turning one year older. happy birthday kahyan, happy birthday mah, happy birthday yonsen, happy birthday alyn, and
happy birthday yufennnn! :). i still miss you like maddd! you have a good time in singapore for me yah!

once again i refused to wake up for math tut. it bores my shits out, and yes it's quite abit of a time waster. and plus, sleep it vital. but i'm on my own study spree, it's about time the mood came back. four weeks to get it all done. construction sounds are driving me mad here. but i have no idea where they're coming from - damn irritating. shutttupppp! wednesday's bright and sunny here again. it's a pity the weathers always nice when i'm going to be home all day.

dig in to some mags. :)

i missed you again!

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Saturday, October 16, 2004
gawwdd, face it -

at ating's place. stupid ains cut off the internet just when i clicked 'publish' earlier this afternoon. how angrifying. but yeahhh i've got ten minutes to type the blog i've typed like three times but never got through. had lunch with gab when he finally got out of bed. it's been a long time, thanks for the nice afternoon gab :). i love boba pearl's barchormee and chweekuehh. damnnshiokk! and since the cold season's over (or rather SUPPOSED to be over, although yesterday was like shockingly freezing), and the sun's out, i'm dying to get my hands on icecream - freddos, i'm coming back! :). people, let's go beaching!
'how can i start afresh if i can't forget the best' - quote by gab.
and this is to you: CHEER UP BRUDDER! people are here for you can! anytimee! :) and i meant it literally, even at 3am in the freezing cold right! it's not fun to get high on your ownn! 'smokes and beers can't bring you far..." and i can't remember the rest of the quote, but it was good anyhow :). be happy alright!! glad to be here anytime!
okay okay i have no more time dammittt... another time then
and oh yah, before i get evern more overdue, the spring music concert was a blastt.. thanks for the so much fun and laughs guys. gab and dwin and bands! STRANGER BY THE DAY and SO WE CAN GET SOME! thanks guyss..
okay i need to run now.

c'mon - face it.

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
bounce away bounce back.

it won't mean the same thing to hug someone. to have their arm on your shoulder or your head on theirs. it doesn't mean nothing to hold their hand nor wake up next to him. or sit on their lap just cos you don't feel like standing. no more stayovers at his place just for the heck of it. and we will always live in two worlds.

i love hanging out with you sab :). it makes me happy and it makes me feel i don't need anyone else. but hahah dreams don't always come true so don't get freaked out! hahahah! thanks for making me wake up for lectures (even though we end up not going) and thanks for coming over every tuesday for oc! and oh thanks for pangsehing me for bio all the time. and who's to forget the infamous kfc. i think they put some drug in their chicken that makes us addicted or something. anyway thanks for making me realise i love melbourne more and for promising you won't leave me here alone either. for always trying to set studying sessions and not to forget for being lazy with me. the doors are always too far away. thanks for going shopping with me! we need therapy soon as the pms kicks in! and thanks for leaving me alone at parties! (hahah but you do know i don't mean that)

i love melbourne. or rather i love the life here. everything being so carefree and hecky. and i'm already missing it. it sure has been the most eventful year ever. never has so many things happened in a short ten months before. but no way i still love singapore. nothing beats home, right people? flight's on 5th december! which means i get to go for youth camp! yippiieess. two months in singaporeeeee. :).

sab says i've always got weird dreams. i can't help it lahh.

time to change and get ready for the concert i wouldn't miss for most of the things in my life! (right ating?) but it's raining lah so depressing. let's get wet!

bounce bounce back.!


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